2008

A new year..... I remember I first started on blogspot in 2004, shit man that was 4 years ago and shit man things haven't gotten better since then, my brother Danny started using drugs and is now a drug addict and everybody from my family is up my ass about bullshit and I'm living down in Florida now, but I'm up in Valley Stream, New York for a few more days for my Christmas vacation. Bascially things are miserable for me and I still can't get respect from anybody. I'm trying the best I can to make things better for myself, but I always get pushed down and it doesn't seem to work, but Imma keep on trying. I got a fortune cookie today that said: "Things are good, but they could be better" and I think that could tie in a lot in with my life and is kind of coincidently in some way, personally I don't really see things are too good and I'm being negative on this right now, but it could mean that there is some kind of light at the end of the tunnel for me for great success and so that can be good. I also got another fortune cookie a few days ago that said: "You should spend today looking into yourself" which I also think can relate to myself and my situation in life currently and I took the advice of the fortune cookie and it did the better for me. Man, I don't know what happened to Danny, he really has fallen, I don't even recongize him anymore to be honest, he's not the same person I knew all my life and he has turned into someone I dislike. I'm gonna be honest to all the people out in blogger world and yeah I did do drugs, I've smoked marajuwana daily, tried acid, mushrooms, popped pills, tried coke twice, drank alcohol (even though I hate the taste of it), so yeah I've fucked up in some ways, but I've noticed that doing drugs only made my situations in life that much worse, so I'm not going to continue using any drugs anymore. I think over the past year's I have became the total thing that I hate in a person, a drug user, someone who does bad in school and someone who gives into peer pressure and is not being themself and I'm going to change all of that and 2008 is a fresh, new year and not only that it's the year of Brian Dunlop. I'm already working on my short stories thing because I'm a very talented writer and when I mean talented writer, I mean I'm the best thing going today and I'm being completely modest when I say that, also I'm going to join the wrestling team and going to get really involed in that and become the best wrestler I can be and never give up and I'm gonna see if I can give my movie idea a shot, since it's a really good idea and it can work, but it needs to be thought out some more and I have to know the right people to get it done and I know there is some people in my family and some people I know outside my family who know people who are involed with show business, so I'm going to see how that works out and among others things, I'm hoping that 2008 will be one of my best years and I'm going to do my best to see it that way.